In my Life, I love you more...

One of the hardest posts I have ever had to write...

Under better circumstances it would be exciting to travel to NJ/NY with my College girl.

In just a split second...

Life will never be the same.

I can still hear his voice, loud, full of enthusiasm. 

I can still hear him tell the stories I've heard so many times over the last 20+ years.

So with heavy hearts Des and I started our journey.

We were lucky to find a few minutes to stop in and see Dad/Pop-Pop.

It was bitter sweet seeing Dad knowing why I was here and why I'd be coming back in just a week.

Had to send snow pictures to Kylie, Bella and Jaxson.

She is the sweetest.

It was heart wrenching to watch her and her cousins say goodbye.

On our last day we were able to see the Cake bosses bakery.

It was emotionally draining for all.

In between the tears sending my little's a few pics of Mom and her BFF.

I love this girl with all my heart.

I wish I could take her pain away.

There really are no words to how much she means to me.

" 'Cause God gave me you for the ups and downs, God gave me you for the days of doubt."

It just seems like 

... "Yesterday all my troubles seemed so far away.

Now it looks as though they're here to stay.

Oh, I believe in yesterday..."

I can still here him say her name.

He had a special tone when he said "Barb"

You could actually feel how much he loved her.

Too Soon...

...the world lost a Great man, a true Friend, a wonderful Father and a Amazing Husband.

Thank You Larry for everything.

For helping me when I was down.

For believing in me when I didn't.

For loving my Daughter as your own.

For loving us as Family.

Thank you for the many laughs.

I know your up there with my angels on your lap.

Give them kisses for me and make them laugh.

XOXO